Dear friends,

I’m back! I went bowling yesterday… met some great friends from work and we rocked the bowling alleys… this image captures the essence of the evening… united we fight depression!!! Betuel looks aaaaamazing! The theme of our evening was “the big Lebowski”… but due to the fact that just before I went bowling, I saw “Napoleon Dynamite”… I kind of mixed the two movies and they both influenced me… so the result was a mega nerdy bowling freak! We all dressed up, and (but you can’t see it)… my little finger has a purple layer of nail polish on it… yeah… just like John Turturro had in the movie… my pseudonym was indeed: “Jesus”…

The bowling was cool… needless to say, I sucked… I came almost last out of nine players… and due to the fact that the place was full of “prolls”, I even got loads of fucked-up looks… guess why…. ehm, ehm… well, they better get used to me. When depressed I tend to exaggerate even more! My knee is not in a good condition and I hurt it even more while bowling! How can that be! After not even two hours of playing I already felt real pain in the knee!?!?!… Gettin’ old are we????!?!?

O.K. so not everything is as bad as it plays in my head! But I can’t help it… it overcomes you sometimes and you just can’t fight it. I wish I knew a way to change what and how I feel inside… maybe in time… I’m still blocked inspirationally… so I’m spending entire days in the net, desperately searching for new things to hit me! Internet auctions are a cool thing too… I even won a couple! The stuff I bought… hmm… glittery and shiny clothes, accessories, video games and toys… most of these things will end in my archives and will be used for further art projects.

The 21st of June was the longest day of the year… sunlight wise… and now summer has officially begun, even though it is still a bit too cold for me. Anyway… alas, summer and with it the days will get shorter and shorter… heck… Christmas is only less than five and a half months away… Shit I hate how time flies so fast!

Love,

Ivan

7 Responses to “Bowl the pain away till Christmas”

  1. Alo said

    Hello dear,
    good to hear you spending some quality time. I’ll skip the balls jokes ’cause I’m too tired – I have barely the time to take a shower and here it’s freaking hot. You know how it goes in the fashion world :P
    Anyway, just came here to say: I think I fell in love with Betuel.

    Love
    Alo

  2. ivancivic said

    Yes, she is a “pepperino” indeed:) I love Betuel too:) And yes… oh the fashion world… I know how it is! I hope you’re having some fun too… I mean, not just working and sweating!

    Tonight Germany is playing against Turkey… I don’t know who I want to lose or win… In any case there will be some riots here… thats for sure! But I am guessing that if Germany loses, it will be worse… I’ll just lock myself up and won’t leave the house for any reason. I hate soccer!

  3. simo said

    soccer sucks.
    and someone has a new flat in istanbul.
    hi guys! how’s going on? i’m still getting wet in the middle of the alps, and next week gonna have a show in Belluno (che provinciale…)
    and next month…

    (always checking planes for berlin…)

    ciao!

  4. simo said

    come faccio ad avere anch’io la mia faccina là nel quadrato?

  5. ivancivic said

    Ciao amore:)
    When are you coming to Berlin? Io saro qui probabilmente fino a settembre… quindi l’estate e nostra. Quando puoi venire?

    Per la foto nel quadratino… credo che devi farti un account su wordpress o avere un account altrove e abilitare la visualizzazione della tua icona… o chiedere Ale… che sapra meglio di me…

    Stasera Germania contro La Spagna… che palle…

  6. Betül said

    betül loves you too…

  7. ivancivic said

    hey baby :) glad you made it to the blog :)
    KISSY KISSY :)
    I.

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